Hi-ya everyone... This post is going to be a bit of a whinge :( So I really understand if you choose not to read this. :)
I wonder if blogger will let me post tonight? It *ate* the post that I have been trying to upload for the past few days... sigh.
Anyway - a new post and I will redo the other post sooner or later - just hoping it will magically reappear?
At the moment the above 4 words describe how I am feeling.
Its been a very busy week - I have had training for my new work position and so far I am LOVING IT. Today was my first full shift and I guess thats where the tired comes into it.. though it is not physically hard or challenging work like my other job was. I used to come home from my night job physically exhausted - covered in bruises and aching from head to toe for days after a shift - am I missing it - NO - am I missing my work mates - YES. Guess I will have to see if I can meet up with them sometime socially.
Normally on a Friday night - I would be at the above mentioned job... so I am not used to being here on Friday nights.
Tonight Andre has a work function in Rockhampton - a 180km drive away. I'm worried about him driving home :( Lots ot roos on the roads so I hope they do not leave it too late.
I just can't seem to be able to find something to take my mind off the fact that I am here alone with the kids. I'm not scared as the town in which we live is a *safe* town... one of those rare towns where people do not lock the doors or cars... (but we still do out of force of habit)... I guess the correct word to describe how I am feeling would be restless? Unable to concentrate or find something to occupy myself ...
Its not like I don't have a thousand things I could be doing... my crochet projects... my cross stitch... a letter to a friend perhaps? I still need to delete 50 odd words out of my assignment before I can lodge it... and the list goes on and on...
I might go flick through the tv options again in case something captures my interest.... ?